There are moments in our lives, where we feel we’ll belong or relate.
I don’t get many of those moments. So I relate to fictional characters.
While my patron troll would be Feferi, due to my zodiac, I have chosen Karkat Vantas. Now I guess you could say my choice is cliche or dumb or against Homestuck rules, but I really don’t care. If I were to get along or understand any of the trolls, it’s Karkat.
Like him, I fear people getting to know me or losing the friends that do know me. I would rather stay locked up in my room all day, watching stupid rom!coms and pretending I know more about computers than I actually do. I know I can be a leader. But as I progress on my journey to be one, I start to hate myself. Yeah sometimes I think I’m the most brilliant fuckass out there, but on occasion I seriously doubt my worth to everyone. I get confused and jealous sometimes. And sometimes I feel the need to be alone…